lately i have been pondering the facts of life-- the values of life. i need to change. you have no idea how many times i have given myself this talk, about what i need to do--what i need to be... and the answer is i need/want to be a better person. corny, lame, uncool... call it what you will because i don't care. i am such a slacker, a lazy ass--who always does things last minute --- *sighs* steph you can't do this, you have to study, you have to do things ahead of time. when college comes around, what is going to happen? you need to do well. do well so you can do great things. yeah i know it's a bit cliché -- i want to make a difference. i want to help others. i want to change the world.-- but the only way you can succeed is if you work. WORK. work hard for what you want to do for what you want to be....

i need to change...